Tuesday, April 16, 2019

The Inevitable

I went back for bloodwork today.

My HCG is back down to 170.

The doctor said that I will likely start bleeding in the next few days. But I still need to go back in for another blood draw to track my beta back down to 0.

I'm not sure how I feel.

Just locked myself in my office and crying it out at the moment. Part of me was prepared for this. Especially after the bleeding and slow rise on Sunday. But since then I've been feeling really good. I've had zero bleeding so I started getting hopeful again.

It's all happening so fast. How am I even in this predicament? I never wanted to experience this!

Fuck.

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